Still Waiting

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

today is just another sucky day. so sucky. everything didnt go well for me and i'm not feeling great today at all either. cldnt see him again today. so sian. mood has totally dropped to negative. this month i'm not supposed to exceed my sm if not my phone will be confiscated for one month.. so pple who wanna find me.. pls.. call me =) free incoming whole day =) if u sent a boring and useless sms, dun expect me to reply u. well, sorry for that. i dun wan my phone to get confiscated. =)

june 4th will be my sec 4e1class bbq gathering. its gonna be damn fun tt day. gotta enjoy myself fully..

will be going on a swimming trip with g6 and some guy frens too. i haven decide the date yet, n i suppose it'll be super duper fun. looking forward to that too.

this saturday will be ah cai's birthday.. gotta get a present for her soon. looking forward to celebrate for her, but when i got to know that she's gonna reserve the night for ryan, my mood is dampened again. haizzz...

so many things coming up... i need to diet. ate too much chocolates today. i like eating chocolates, but i hate it when there is an excess of chocolates. makes me feel a little sick though. argh.

pumpkin.. 4 more days.. please persevere on.. once and for all la.. do all your best can.. i oso forgot how i survived tt period of time. well. was actually busy for swirl concert la, didnt study much =X but pple.. pls dun learn from me- not scoring well and thinking of retaking is not a good idea at all.. dun think that having a second chance for chinese o lvls is to be taken advantaged of, bcos other subjects u can only take it once.( or else u repeat a year. ) so might as well as dun retake chinese at end of year, so u have extra periods to do your own stuff or just to chill out instead of having to listen in chinese class.(or u can copy homework) and then, u can have more time for other subjects too. i think each individual shld have a goal or aim to look forward too, most commonly is the fun after o lvls, so might as well as study super super hard now.. and enjoy all u can without feeling guilty.

for me, hahaha.. i made a list of wad i wanna do after o's.. i oso have a motto "persevere!!" written on a piece of drawing block stick on the wall in front of my table =) tts how i managed to work thru.. => and.. i always organise properly how i'm gonna study on that chapter, eg read this den this den link both of them or wad. and i wrote notes, to organise my thoughts properly. of cos my notes are neat and very very organised... so the info in my brain will be organised too. but this kinda things cannot be done last minute... otherwise u wun have the mood already.. my notes will be in pt form la.. erm.. written in spaces at the side of the textbook. like a mini mindmap lor. but it did help to organise my thoughts clearly on a broader view.

hmmm.. let me think.. wad else did i do?.. hmm yaya.. this is super impt.. i always start revision AT LEAST one month b4 the exams.. at least one month... so u can at least pass... well.. i always have this one month time table, where i schedule properly my time and days to study the different subjects..eg day 1- emaths n ss, day2- amaths and geog, day 3- amaths and bio, day4- bio and chem, day 5- emaths and physics...

well. at least by breaking up a maths an a humans/science, things work better.. because maths is to practised everyday so u can really improve (serious. no lies. keep practising and u will find it more familiar and then u can improve TREMENDOUSLY)perhaps give yourself a break from maths once every 5 days like tt. good leh. well. lastly, make sure u keep to that schedule.. if not all efforts are gone down the drain. =) hmm.. let me upload my schedule during my sec 4 year.. => some months only la. XD

well. o lvls are easy. but A lvls are advanced.. and agressive. ARGH. tts wad the A stands for. attitude problem.

sucks.

-when are you coming back? ;